Monday 7 May 2007

you're in the army now...!

tomorrow I'm passing the gate, all the way to my new life, to new experiences and at last now is the time to become a real man...!

Nikos and Stavros are taking me there tomorrow..I have to be before 1 o'clock inside in the camp which is next to the city of Korinthos (ancient Korinhtos for all those who are history maniacs..)

many (more than many) thoughts..what will happen with all my activities with all the things I'm doing the last years, what will happen with the girl I love and I want to be with her, what kind of people I will meet, if I will find time for myself to do the things I like and all my arrangements via the phone and many more...

I hope I will find the time to keep this diary updated..and my thoughts untouched..and to strengthen my desires and all the things I want to do as a person in my life..
somewhere now in the other side my friend Ozge will be finishing his 6month term..

I can imagine there is no way and no answer to why I have to do it..for my fatherland and all the things and competencies that provided me...isn't it a bit too much? maybe..and all the people that spend one year inside a military restaurant cause they cannot carry a gun, who they are serving? fatherland?

i'm going to see my friends in a while..missing them already...and her more than anything already...

Hope to hear from eachother soon..